worse than the upside of feeling down
a flustering of nerves that comes and goes
a less than profound smattering of courage
testy and sneaking around with a flourish
one up on regret
lettering in assumptions
with a groundbreaking surge of guiltless compassion
pity’s gone out of style
so lose what’s left of the razor’s slice
keep your mouth clean and tidy
move without shadows
and pass the bottle around
over here
one more time
because chances leave no trace of luck
nor is a smidgeon of loss anything
except a curtain call for a lack of trying
upend the top of the bottom story
you’ve never told anyone but yourself
like faking out a prayer
or skirting the dismissal of love
you too
can tell the case from the point
and there is no forgetting
porched and stilled and sapped
with plucked out eyes
and a tardy heart set on cruise control
until the mills of wakefulness
churn out another plug
that’ll recharge the dull batteries of
what once sang happy
through a moment of now
you’ll spy through less clever eyes
what tips and yens
left the better part of whenever
hung in the lofty arc of a just punted irk
like an or
sneaking into the can of please
you will fumble what’s left
and move on
to the grumbling of why
and why not
any
old
how